BLAH

these past two weeks have been absolutely awful to me...

monday: snow=skip 2nd class

tuesday: stayed home for much needed "personal day"

wednesday: left for shreveport, LA with the team...ALONE. i was the only manager to go on this 5 day trip.

thursday: ok day :]

friday: dallas getting snow= 7 1/2 bus trip to tulsa, OK from shreveport :/

saturday: game at ORU + bad game for my jags = 3rd conference losses by 3 pts or less :(

sunday: uncle butch passed away after having a massive stroke :'(

monday-tuesday: not too terrible...furiously trying to catch up on homework (and failing)

wednesday: received awful news about my uncle andy. he has been fighting cancer for many years now and we just learned that as of 6 months ago, he only had 6-9 months to live. this has been the toughest part of my week so far and am struggling with the most. he has become very weak and cannot even stay at church long enough to partake of the sacrament. all i've been doing is crying and praying that he lives long enough for me to be able to make a trip to see him.

i'm so happy to know that my family was sealed in the temple. that way, if i don't get to tell him how much i appreciate him and love him, i know i'll be able to see him again someday. i glad to know that i'll have another person to watch over me while i'm on this earth. i love you uncle andy!

there's a song that i've been listening to non-stop and it's the only one that expresses how i feel. its by kris allen, track 14...otherwise known as "angels" to me.

send me all your angels tonight, i'm barely hangin on the edge of lonely. tryna turn this all around before i hit the ground and end up face down...send me all your angels now.